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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
24 May 2010 @ 07:28 pm

Man! I know I haven't blogged in a while! How's everyone down here!

Well, school's been a shithole to me! I'm drowining in a sea of homework! Chinese O Levels on Monday! I'm not screwed but I'm not that prepared either! Weh weh!
... Let's hope I'm prepared for real before the stupid national exam.

Yep man I realised I haven't blogged in a rly long time! Feels good to blog now
Tho ;-) yep!!! Btw I'm using my IPhone to blog now! Pretty cool! I've been busy with both school and weekend Shet for the past few days!

Sexy dearest competed in the Kpop Dance thing at square two! It was pretty fun! It was just Carolyn, Tallie, Andrea and I! Andrea left pretty early, then we met Tata and Umi! Some really sucked and some were rly good and some were just mediocre.. We were rly nervous for sexy!! But she did okay :) yep yep!

OK anyway i'mma stop here and I'll continue tnight :) gna go to the supermarket whoo whoo!!!

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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
25 April 2010 @ 11:23 pm


"Some like Sunday, some like Tuesday, but I like your Birthday."

Haha, omg, I'M FINALLY 16!! (TODAY'S THE DAY PEOPLE! TODAY!!!) HAHA, This weekend was the greatest! Really. :-)
I love my friends, my family, omg, everyone! 

Thanks for all the wishes~ hehe on FB and thru textttt~ :) xoxo

Anyway, I'll start with "pleasant" Friday...

Well, on Friday, it was the first time in my WHOLE ENTIRE life, someone smashed my face on my bday cake!!! HAHA. And it wasn't a cousin who did it or a friend, IT WAS MY AUNTY. OMG. AHAHA. It was really fun though! :) HAHA. A GREAT EXPERIENCE. AHAHAHA. (L) YAY!

That day, I had my 2.4km and my Chemistry test too! But thank god, THANK THE LORD, it was the last day of the horrible, horrible week! (I actually had Chem, Full Lit and Amath!) I ALMOST DIED. HAHA. I actually SURVIVED! WHOOOOOOOOOO! :-) Haha, I went out with Carolyn, Rachel and Antje after school that day too! I cut my hair and... yep. We shopped awhile.. then I followed Antz to Physics tuition! :-) Hehehe. I left around 7pm and WALKED back to my grangran's house. WALKED. WALKED. WALKED!! From crown centre to Maple woods. OMG! EPIK. :-) HAHAHA. The weather was good and there was a massive jam, so yeah. It was good walking. :-) BUT WAIT. I got my shoe SOAKED in some puddle (BY ACCIDENT) -.- OWELL. HAHA.

It was a good Friday. (TGIF)


Saturday, the eve;

OKAY! THEN IT CAME TO SATURDAY! The eve of my bday! :-) I didn't go for training, but I went for PTD. HAHA. It was okay. :-) I had mostly good comments. Actually, all my comments were good 'cept for the part where Mrs Gan mentioned that I had to be more consistent in my revision... :-p Oh well. :-) I was satisfied! HAHA. Hmm, I went for chinese tuition after that. It was good and fun! 

There was another girl, Claudia - 3 years younger, who had the same bday as me!!! AND OH, MY TEACHER HAD THE SAME BDAY AS ME TOO!! Omg, hahah! We got her a cake and a sunflower and a card! :-) Hope she loved it as much as we loved eating/celebrating our birthdays! :-) I had physics tuition after that. IT WAS OKAY TOO! :-) Pretty fun.. :-) HAHA. I love Mr Sirhan~ Hehe!

I WENT SHOPPPING WITH MOM AFTER TUITION. I got a dress, skirt, a pair of shoes and.. a top! :-) YAY! HAHA. I feel good~ THEN. It was time for dinner! I had it at Paragon with Jewel, Tyn, Tyn's mom and my family! It was good!! I missed Tyno and Jewel and we just talked and laughed and did retarded things. & WHEN I SAID "RETARDED THINGS" I REALLY MEANT THAT WE REALLY DID RETARDED THINGS. HAHAHA.LOL! I love you guys. (L) Thank you for making my day better than ever! :-)

OH AND BEFORE I END THIS SATURDAY, MY DEAREST TENNIS BUDDIES, RUIJIA AND NAT, CAME TO MY HOUSE AT 12AM TO SURPRISE ME WITH A CAKE THEY BAKED :D It was really good. Yum yum yum! :) Heheh. Thank you guys. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

SUNDAY TIME (WHICH IS TODAY!!!!!!)

Today was, EPIK. Omg. I had a really good lunch with my family! (L) The dimsum was so damn good, I ate so damn much, I looked as if I were 2 months pregnant. Thank you mom&dad&griffin - LEXY LOVES YOU GUYS! HOLY SHIT. AHAHAHA. Okay, sooooo, I came home around 2.30pm!! I slacked. :p Antz came around 3.45pm with yummy cakes and her awesome camera! :-) HAHA. We just talked and ate cake till.. till

Andrea, Tallie and Sexy surprised me!! HAHA. OMG. I love them so damn much. I LOVE THEM LIKE CRAZY OMGGGG. They gave me Rilakkuma stuff for my bday (I WANTED TO CURL UP IN A FETAL POSITION AND CRY AHAHA OMG) I love you guys (L) :) THANK YOU!!! 

:) There was actually this surprise thing going on... AND I seriously had no idea! Well I guessed that they were gna come but yep. THAT WAS ABT IT. They made me wear something "bright coloured" and picked a hot pink dress for me to wear. HAHA. I really didn't wanna but I couldn't refuse :( Mmm, we took a cab to Heeren and at that point in time I really didn't know where we were going. HAHA. 

Hmmm.. we arrived and... settled down at TGIFridayzxz! *QUEER* .. I still didn't know what was going on or what was going to happen (I WAS STILL ON GUARD) AHAHA. :-) Carolyn came soon after and gave me this huge ass board!!! AWWW CARO! I love you! <3 Thank you so much! :-) I really like it! IT'S PINK! HAHA. Yep..

We ordered and played this game that was played in Family Outing where you would write comments about the person who would be the one reading it and she'd have to guess who wrote what comment!! IT WAS FUN. HAHA. I love K7!! Athena couldn't come tho.. :( SIGH! ATHENA! I'll bring a slice of the cake for you! ~ OK. Food came shortly after, we talked and ate. Pretty good.

I asked if all the surprises were over, but NO!!!!!!! I WAS. AFRAID!! T__T THEN. SUDDENLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sexy stood up. She made this really. sad and touching speech. I WANTED TO CRY SO BADLY. But I didn't! I just got teary-eyed. HAHA. I love you sexy, thank you. :') Hmm, then it was Andrea... SHE MADE HER SPEECH. OMG. I cried. HAHA. I cried cuz the speech was sad and she was crying. so yep!! I love you baby~ :) she's really like a baby. HAHA. mmm, then then, it was Tallie.. then it was Carolyn.. then it was Antje! I love all of you! I wanted to cry again, I wanted to cry when all of you were making your speeches I swear!! But it was gna ruin my make up and I didn't want to be so emo when it was my birthday so I had to hold back! :) 

Thank you guys so damn much, you guys made my birthday so.. warm and fuzzy! Hugs and kisses to all! I have something to give you guys tmr! so.... yep. :-) 

HAHA. AWWW!!! I feel like crying now. :')

Then when dinner was over, they surprised me with an Oreo Cheesecake!! HAHA. OH OH AND CAROLYN DID SOMETHING SO EMBARRASSING I WILL NOT MENTION IT HERE CUZ I KNOW SHE'D KILL ME AND I'M NICE. AHAHAHA. THE CAKE WAS SO GOOD BTW. I feel the fats! BUT WHO CARES. OMG. AHHAHA. We walked around after all of that and.. I felt good! :)

We relived our Korean days (omg...) and went to Orchard Central's coffee bean! Camwhored and talked. AHAHA. THIS TIME, WHEN WE CAMWHORED, we used the app called "Hipstamatic" on iPhone! AHAHA. The effects are DAMN nice. I totally bought more effects on impulse. Hehehe.

OK. We all left around 9.10pm and.. yep!! HERE I AM NOW!

xx
I HAD A WHALE OF A TIME. I SWEAR. <3 I love you guys so much Idk what else to say. And I really can use the word, "LOVE", to describe all of this. I feel like I'm the luckiest person on Earth to have met such awesome friends like you guys. :)
We really need to stay friends, FOREVER. (So damn cheesy/corny, but who gives a shat?) :)

K7 GO GO,
YO YO YEAH! 

xx

Kay, I've stuff to do now!

NIGHT.

Ciao bella~
 
 
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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
18 April 2010 @ 12:02 am


And the question of the day is... Why?

I like you. That's all I can say.
There isn't time-

...

& I fell for you all over again.


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Oh my god, I swear the stupid Taiwanese drama (Devil Beside You - starring Mike He and Rainie Yang) is making me feel so shitty. I cannot and ABSOLUTELY CANNOT stand the stupid sweetie pie/cutie pie lovey dovey shit.

YOU ASK WHY.

Well there's only one logical answer to that and that's really because I, AM. SO. FUCKING. JEALOUS.

OH MY GOD (cries)

.. Anyway, ugh, I'm feeling crappy.

My day was good tho. Tuition was... nice? I went out with mummy and then we had dinner at some nice restaurant called "District 10" :-)
Life's good when you have food!

There was a massive bitching session during dinner too. It was damn funny. HAHA. I love my family ;-)

Mmm, yep. Tyn didn't join Jewel and I for dinner cuz her parents didn't allow her to. Bummer! I need to update you, Tyno!!!

Okay, I need to rant!!!

But it's like a feelings-rant. HAHA. Okay I'm gna do it in the next post! :-)

Night~

Ciao bella.
 
 
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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!

I love you guise.

WHERE ART THOU ANTJE & SEXY THO?!?!?!


Hello dear world!

I know, I know. I haven't been posting!!! BUT WELL, GEE, THAT'S BECAUSE I'VE BEEN TOO BUSY AND TOO LAZY!! School has been annoying and disgusting as usual, pounding us with crazy amounts of homework... I'm drowning! T___T Sucks to be me and like-

OKAY. LOOK, I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT SCHOOL CUZ IT'LL RUIN MY HAPPY MOOD SO I'M MOVING ON. (HAHA)

Besides the crappy school and other shit, TODAY WAS SPORTS DAY!!! And last Saturday was our SC CARNIVAL.

Before I begin on how epik my sports day was.. HERE ARE SOME PIX OF CARNIVAL~~~
My class combined with another class (3GR) and we were in charge of a HAUNTED HOUSE!!! Sigh! After much work and prep, it was a freaking success and I'm so freaking happy!! :-) :-) :-) Hehe. People cried!!! WHOOOOOOOO. HAHA, okay whatever.

ARE YOU READY!?!?





Hehe... it was fun :-) mmm, after carnival, I went to Jade's bday partay @ Nabinszxzx! It was pretty cool. :-) We went to Annabel's house after that tho! :-) WE WATCHED GHOST WHISPERER AND I WAS SO FREAKED. LOL. Thank god Andrea was staying over that night. ;-) Hehe. It was so fun fun fun~ We went out to get smth to eat and I left together with Andrea around 12.20pm. (Y) MMM. I was dead tired. HAHA. My dad was talking to Andrea while I was sleeping in the car. NAISE. :-)

So yep, that was the end of SC Carnival day!

Being in-charge of a Haunted House is EXTREMELY tiring. :-)

OK. SO SPORTS DAY!!

It's our last sports day with SCGS. :-( Oh no! I'm gna miss SC so much next year. UGH. ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS~~ :-( SIGH. Ok, whatever, happy thoughts!! HAPPY THOUGHTSSS! :-)

I HAD FUN TODAY.

Sports day was EPIK.









It was like Justin Beaver day too! (EW) HAHA. They played "Baby" over a thousand times I swear I was getting mindfucked. HAHA. Oh my god. We camwhored like shat and had sooooooooooooooooooo much fun~~ :-)

It rained in the morning though! & I initially thought sports day was gna be sucky.. GUESS I WAS WRONG! :-) Today would definitely be some awesome memory! :-) Hehe. 

We finished around 12.30pm! THEN.. 

IT WAS K7 TIME!!! (Antje couldn't make it tho.. :-( )

We cabbed down to IKEA just for LUNCH!! I know we're crazy but we'd do anything for glorious food!!!! :-) HAHA. :-D I ate meatballs and shared salmon with Caro! :-) We just talked and laughed and talked some more~ ;-) I love K7!!!!

Mmm, after that, we cabbed down to Sexy's crib to KPOP. HAHA. OOOO. HERE I GO AGAINNNNNN~ I totally got sucked back into the KPOP realm. I SWEAR THE KPOP WORLD IS LIKE SOME FREAKING VACUUM CLEANER!!!!! It just sucks you in.. :-(

BTW. I LOVE 2PM. THEY ARE SO FREAKING HOT AND THEY CAN DANCE DAMN WELL. WHAT IS THIS!!
So now i'm a VIP/HOTTEST.

YAY! HAHAHA, but I'm not THAT crazy... so yeah. I BETTER WATCH IT. It's my O level yearrrrr. T___T

Hehehe. We kept watching KPOP vids and singing and dancing~ Caro left around 4.30pm! Andrea, Athena and I all left at the same time some time later around 5.40pm! :-) Hehe.

It was so damn fun.

GOD WE HAVE TO DO THIS AGAIN! AND PLEASE, ANTJE WONG, PLEASE COME. YOU HAVE TO. YOU DONT' HAVE A CHOICE!!!

Thanks for inviting us over, sexy! You're the bestestestestestest hostess anyone could ever ask for ;-) Hehe.

Yep!

RIGHT. I had tuition after that anyway. I was dead tired.

The traffic Jam pissed the shit outta me. _l_

Tuition was fine. I went to my gran gran's house after that! 

THEN.. uh, I came home 45mins later. :-) Yep.

OK. THE END! I NEED SLEEP :-(

Night! 

OMG TMR IS SATURDAY! I live for saturdays (L)(K)

Ciao bella.

p.s I might be changing my mood theme to K7 LOL!!
 
 
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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
04 April 2010 @ 11:30 pm


Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing.
They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
 
 
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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
03 April 2010 @ 09:42 pm
Just a little something I'd like to share...

"I know there will be times when you are hurt. Even now, when things don't go your way, you feel terrible, emotional pain. But i hope you won't blame yourself or someone else for the pain. And, strange as it sounds, i also hope that you will not listen to people who try and talk you out of your pain or show you ways to fix it. Because if you try too hard to fix the pain, it only takes longer to heal. Inevitably, all pain is about longing for yesterday - whatever we had before, whatever used to be. But when pain doesn't go away fast enough, we critisize ourselves for not getting over it, for not being strong enough, or even for being vulnerable in the first place. But... that's not how wounds heal. They don't obey our wishes. Healing takes place in its own way and in its own time. We need to have faith that the pain will pass. After all, pain is an emotion and no emotion stays forever. You will meet alot of well-meaning people, who think they know ways you can heal more quickly and feel less pain. But before you take their advice, remember that everything a physical wound needs to heal is already in your body - Oxygen, blood, nutrients are all in there, ready to begin their work. And the moment you are wounded, the healing begins. Emotional wounds, are just the same. Sometimes these wounds do not heal because the mind gets all involved and says things like "I should do this and i'll feel better" or "maybe i could do that to repair the damage" or "i am hurting because of what another person did, and once they fix it, i will feel better". All of this mind talk just interferes with the natural healing process. When you feel deeply hurt, you have everything in YOURSELF to repair that damage. You want compassion, understanding, and nurturing in order to heal. But most of all, you need time.'"

Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You can try your hardest, you can do everything and say everything. But sometimes people just aren’t worth trying over anymore. They aren’t worth worrying about. It’s important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down.

"Every one of us is losing something precious to us,” he says, after the phone stops ringing. “Lost opportunities, lost possibilities, feelings we can never get back again. That’s part of what it means to be alive.

(Reblogged, displayofaffection.xanga.com)


 
 
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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
03 April 2010 @ 09:28 pm
I feel bad.

I'm sorry.

But I didn't do anything wrong.

What's happening to me.
 
 
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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
03 April 2010 @ 09:20 pm


Untouchable

Whoop whoop!

Today was a..... not so good day. :-( There haven't been any GOOD days recently. I don't know why. I think I think way too much. I should stfu sometimes :-( SIGH.

Anyway, I feel.. okay after ranting, but idk! There's still something there. WTH. Leave me alone- I'm sick and tired of this. Can't everything return back to the way it was before? 

I feel bad now.

No more "I FEEL SO DAMN GOOD".

I had training this morning. I only went for an hour then I went to Starbucks @ Coro with Amelia. (L) I ran 2km with Antje (AND I SWEAR THAT WAS THE FASTEST TIMING FOR A RUN FOR FUN THING) It was fun! We talked and ran at the same time. IDK HOW. LOL. But we completed it pretty fast and yey! :-) Hope you feel better bb~ I'm here if you need me! 

Chinese tuition was a bore. I've BOTH ENGLISH AND CHINESE Prelim oral on Monday. GREAT. -.- I'm so not ready. SIGH. Maybe for reading I'm fine, but convo, NO. :-(

Wish me luck guys!

It was Physics after that and I swear I love Mr Sirhan. HE'S THE FUNNIEST SHAT EVER!!! Hahaha. Today was kinda boring though, cuz everyone was soooo tired. (INCLUDING ME) I was falling asleep. SIGH.

I didn't do much today. I came home and slacked.

RANT RANT RANT.

OK.

I'm at my Grandma's house having dinner! Good food! Her early bday celebration! :-) Hope she had fun. Hehe. Chocolate cake for dessert! I'm falling asleep. T_____T Sigh.

Life really ain't the way I want it to be now.

I should learn to pipe down.

KAY. I gotta go.

YOU.

Ciao bella.
 
 
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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
03 April 2010 @ 08:28 pm
HAH.

YOU KNOW WHAT?

I FEEL DAMN GOOD. I FEEL SO DAMN GOOD. I'D PUNCH YOU IF I COULD.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

FIRST AND FOREMOST, I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU, DEAR BITCH, FOR WAKING ME UP.
SECONDLY, I'D LIKE TO TELL YOU HOW STUPID YOU ARE.

WHY?

I'M NOT JEALOUS AND I WILL NEVER BE. TRY HARDER, WILL YA.

O BTW, I SUGGEST YOU WATCH YOUR BACK CUZ KARMA'S GNA GET YOU BACK.

I THOUGHT YOU WERE NICE. I REALLY DID.
TOO BAD YOU AREN'T.

SO YOU THINK I'M A PUSHOVER NOW HUH?

JUST BECAUSE YOU FOUND OUT SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO.
AND THEN YOU USE IT AGAINST ME BEHIND MY BACK??? GENIUS. YOU'RE DAMN SMART!

AND NOW YOU THINK YOU'RE ALL *THAT*. YOU WISH. BITCH.

I feel damn good. REALLY.

What goes around comes around.

I hope something shitty or whatever will SMACK YOU RIGHT IN YOUR FUCKING FACE.

THANK GOD I'M NOT CLOSE TO YOU AT ALL.

PEOPLE WILL THINK I'M A BITCH FOR DOING THIS, BUT OH GEE, YOU'RE BITCHIER.

SRSLY, GO GET A LIFE. IT'S OKAY IF YOU DON'T HAVE ONE THO, I UNDERSTAND. IT'S JUST YOUR PERSONALITY.
I know I'm being mean, but, look who initiated it. Good game, bitch.

If that's how you wanna play, be my guest.

(Y)

WHOOP WHOOP.

FUCK YOU.

muacks
 
 
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I'm actually a sugar bunny!!!
02 April 2010 @ 11:43 pm


What should I do.

I created this mess.

Should I clean it up?

Sometimes, I feel like a doormat.
I don't even understand why I actually let you step all over me.
It hurts- I know I don't show it, but can't you tell?

This isn't working.

What goes around, comes around.
Secrets are meant to be kept. Too bad this secret wasn't.

Then again, I deeply and honestly regret telling you whatever I told you and I really do wish I could take back everything that I said.
You changed. I changed. Everything changed.
So what if you put up a strong front? There's already a difference- you know it.

Things aren't exactly falling in place-
I feel so helpless and needy.

I hate feeling like that.

I can't keep this up. I know it.

I don't even know what you're thinking about.
It confuses me.
YOU confuse me.

Being unpredictable isn't cool at all.


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Time's running out
 
 
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